A few days back, she asks me why I'm not happy... she say "you had most of things you want, why you still look like not happy"...
I was thinking.... maybe in the eye of the people, I had what I want, but, this is not true... I'm not happy.. because...... Been suffering from this for years..... Why like that..... feel wanna cry....
Sometime, I feel very suffer... and sad.... ! Haiz.... sob sob...
About Me
- Raymond
- Nothing Special, just a normal human being. Like sports, especially soccer. My favourite club is Manchester United, known as THE RED DEVIL. Pls do add me up in Friendster and Facebook. Now, studying in Segi College, taking Business Administration.. I would try my best to score good marks in all my subjects. I like sports, Listening to music and playing games as well.. For games, I do not like online games, simply because it is time consuming. I like 'one off' games.. such as Warcraft, FiFa and Counter Strike. Please do not think that I am a 'nerd gamer', I only play games when I am free, stress and unhappy. My favourite colour is RED Colour. Because it is charming and bright. And it represents fire, passion and desperation. When there is passion and you are desperate enough to do something, the road to success would be much more easier. I am kinda moderate person.. and I like to strike big in doing everything.. I like the quote from Bill Gates 'If u can't do it well, at least makes it look well'. Some people may think I'm a very cool person. Actually, in the situation when I do not talk much, that's indicating I'm thinking something or I'm very unhappy. THAT's Me
My Family
National Service 2007
My Coursemates
Monday, August 3, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Long Study Break...
It's been one week plus since the last class..
About 1 week later, I'll be going for exam...
Until now, I still havent started to do any revisions... everyday, I spend the most time playing games, watching movies.... and of course 'Thinking of Someone'....
And I'm going to do it start from 2morrow... Study one topic each day, about 5 or 6 days will be finished... Luckily this time I only havet osit for 2 subjects, so quite relax....
Ironically, sometime, relax is not a good thing, you may let the laziness to take over you if you are too relax.. HAIZ..
Anyway, I'll go according to my study plan... I hope I can do well in my coming exam...
About 1 week later, I'll be going for exam...
Until now, I still havent started to do any revisions... everyday, I spend the most time playing games, watching movies.... and of course 'Thinking of Someone'....
And I'm going to do it start from 2morrow... Study one topic each day, about 5 or 6 days will be finished... Luckily this time I only havet osit for 2 subjects, so quite relax....
Ironically, sometime, relax is not a good thing, you may let the laziness to take over you if you are too relax.. HAIZ..
Anyway, I'll go according to my study plan... I hope I can do well in my coming exam...
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Beginning of Sem 6..
After 3 weeks of holiday, is time to return to the college. This week is the 1st of the 7 weeks. I took only 2 subjects, which are Promotional Management and Study Skill in English. The PM is quite okay for me as the lecture is quite clear and the most important thing is the lesson can be easily understood.
In the other hand, the SSE is not as interested as I thought. Maybe because the class has too many students and it is quite noisy in the class, so I cant even listen what the lecturer says clearly. Moreover, the lecturer voice is quite small. HAIZ.... Today, she taught us about the basic grammer. I hardly pay attention in the class.
Generally, I feel very happy this week, because I have already made it. I'm really happy that I finally achieved what I have to do on the first day of the week. Perhaps you might not know what I'm talking about, but there is only 1 person who knows that. Anyway, thanks for everything.^^
12.57 am
In the other hand, the SSE is not as interested as I thought. Maybe because the class has too many students and it is quite noisy in the class, so I cant even listen what the lecturer says clearly. Moreover, the lecturer voice is quite small. HAIZ.... Today, she taught us about the basic grammer. I hardly pay attention in the class.
Generally, I feel very happy this week, because I have already made it. I'm really happy that I finally achieved what I have to do on the first day of the week. Perhaps you might not know what I'm talking about, but there is only 1 person who knows that. Anyway, thanks for everything.^^
12.57 am
Saturday, May 30, 2009
God Bless you???
Recently, my friend ask me a question. "Why wouldnt I go to church since I'm a Christian?"
Then I think, is been a very long time since I step into church, by my calculation, take away my time in National Service where I'm 'forced' to go, is about 8 years.
"Do I really need God?" I asked myself. To be honest, is not about boredom, is because God doesnt inspire me much in my life, I believe more on myself. I do everything on my own effort, I never pray before exam, I never pray before dinner... yet, life still goes on...
In my point of view, God did exits in a unexplainable way. But, I think God is rational and fair, God will only bless those good person. God bless people not because they come to church week in week out, often do prayer... If you are a bad person who often does bad thing, no matter how often you go to church, do prayer or even 'donate' millions to the church.. Personally I do not think that God will bless you. If God does that, I do not think is fair.
For me, I never go to church, never pray, but I'm confident that if I'm a good guy, never harm people. God will still bless me even I didnt go to church. God is fair.
Therefore, no matter how hard my friend trying to tempt me to church, I would not go. I'm sorry to make you dissapointed you my friend.
I did believe in miracles, but this word is so powerful. Because of this word 'Miracles', some people decided to wait for miracles to happen instead of work harder to create their very own miracles. That's why people go to buy Toto, Magnum. Is not wrong to buy, they are buying a chance. But, for those people who wait for MIRACLES, they buy TOTO frequently (everyday) and wait miracle to happen. That's why those TOTOs company are so lucrative nowadays. They are absolutely out of their mind, they do not know how much money they have 'donated' to the TOTOs company. They could have used those money to do other useful thing.
I know that gambling is absolutely prohibited in all religious. Realiticaly, how many people have actually followed that...
Some people actually pray very hard for promotion, better pay, but do you really think that God will grant your wish without doing any effort to earn for the promotion. I do not think so. Believe me, some people actually think like that, sitting at there and wait God to Bless him.
I believe only people who actualy put an effort on it will only get blessed(Promotion), even you never pray for it. God is fair.
All the content above is only my point of view.
Then I think, is been a very long time since I step into church, by my calculation, take away my time in National Service where I'm 'forced' to go, is about 8 years.
"Do I really need God?" I asked myself. To be honest, is not about boredom, is because God doesnt inspire me much in my life, I believe more on myself. I do everything on my own effort, I never pray before exam, I never pray before dinner... yet, life still goes on...
In my point of view, God did exits in a unexplainable way. But, I think God is rational and fair, God will only bless those good person. God bless people not because they come to church week in week out, often do prayer... If you are a bad person who often does bad thing, no matter how often you go to church, do prayer or even 'donate' millions to the church.. Personally I do not think that God will bless you. If God does that, I do not think is fair.
For me, I never go to church, never pray, but I'm confident that if I'm a good guy, never harm people. God will still bless me even I didnt go to church. God is fair.
Therefore, no matter how hard my friend trying to tempt me to church, I would not go. I'm sorry to make you dissapointed you my friend.
I did believe in miracles, but this word is so powerful. Because of this word 'Miracles', some people decided to wait for miracles to happen instead of work harder to create their very own miracles. That's why people go to buy Toto, Magnum. Is not wrong to buy, they are buying a chance. But, for those people who wait for MIRACLES, they buy TOTO frequently (everyday) and wait miracle to happen. That's why those TOTOs company are so lucrative nowadays. They are absolutely out of their mind, they do not know how much money they have 'donated' to the TOTOs company. They could have used those money to do other useful thing.
I know that gambling is absolutely prohibited in all religious. Realiticaly, how many people have actually followed that...
Some people actually pray very hard for promotion, better pay, but do you really think that God will grant your wish without doing any effort to earn for the promotion. I do not think so. Believe me, some people actually think like that, sitting at there and wait God to Bless him.
I believe only people who actualy put an effort on it will only get blessed(Promotion), even you never pray for it. God is fair.
All the content above is only my point of view.
Monday, May 25, 2009
What is Failure..?
What is the word 'failure' really means? You won't fail overnight, you won't get up the next day an realize you gain weight. It is an accumulated of mistakes which you have done or made day by day. These mistakes will eventually lead you to failure.
A person does not fail their exam because he did not study the day before exam. .
An individual who fail the exam is caused by his attitude such as he never pay attention on class, not even once do the revision. These are mistakes he did day by day which leads him to failure. Some people actually knew what is their problem, but yet there are no corrective actions being made. They still repeatedly doing their mistakes. Continue to live their life with failure. That's what I call HOPELESS people, wasting their precious time doing mistakes.
Sooner or later, they will know their mistakes could prove costly. They could end up looking back to their mistakes and say 'I should have, I shouldnt have'... Damage is already done, you did not did your part to mitigate the damage. You only have yourself do blame. Absolutely PATHETIC...
Failure often seek excuses just to make them feel better or feel not guilty. But to people who actually know the true meaning of failure, they will see that as an opportunity to learn. Learn from the mistakes and make it better. You won't become successful without failure.
A person does not fail their exam because he did not study the day before exam. .
An individual who fail the exam is caused by his attitude such as he never pay attention on class, not even once do the revision. These are mistakes he did day by day which leads him to failure. Some people actually knew what is their problem, but yet there are no corrective actions being made. They still repeatedly doing their mistakes. Continue to live their life with failure. That's what I call HOPELESS people, wasting their precious time doing mistakes.
Sooner or later, they will know their mistakes could prove costly. They could end up looking back to their mistakes and say 'I should have, I shouldnt have'... Damage is already done, you did not did your part to mitigate the damage. You only have yourself do blame. Absolutely PATHETIC...
Failure often seek excuses just to make them feel better or feel not guilty. But to people who actually know the true meaning of failure, they will see that as an opportunity to learn. Learn from the mistakes and make it better. You won't become successful without failure.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Holiday starts now.....
today is the last day of the exam week.... 2day, the paper is very easy... I only use 45 mins to complete a 3 hours paper.... it reflects how easy is it...
Now, I can take a couple weeks break.... yeah... at the same time, I'm anticipating to the next month, because I'm waiting for the answer from someone......
In this short break, I'll be doing an on-going business project with my friend.... hope can get it done as soon as possible.... come on... you can do it....!
Now, I can take a couple weeks break.... yeah... at the same time, I'm anticipating to the next month, because I'm waiting for the answer from someone......
In this short break, I'll be doing an on-going business project with my friend.... hope can get it done as soon as possible.... come on... you can do it....!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Thanks yaa....
We went out that day... we had a long talk.... we had fun at there....
I fetch you back and you purposely left something in my car.... haha...
Then I go back and look, it is a gift... is a Eiffel tower... and you left a short note to me too... about the notes, that's is private and confidential... haha... I was so happy, because this is the first time I receive a gift from you.... I like it very much. I'm sorry to make you worry oso... haha...
Thank you..... ^^
I fetch you back and you purposely left something in my car.... haha...
Then I go back and look, it is a gift... is a Eiffel tower... and you left a short note to me too... about the notes, that's is private and confidential... haha... I was so happy, because this is the first time I receive a gift from you.... I like it very much. I'm sorry to make you worry oso... haha...
Thank you..... ^^
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