A few days back, she asks me why I'm not happy... she say "you had most of things you want, why you still look like not happy"...
I was thinking.... maybe in the eye of the people, I had what I want, but, this is not true... I'm not happy.. because...... Been suffering from this for years..... Why like that..... feel wanna cry....
Sometime, I feel very suffer... and sad.... ! Haiz.... sob sob...
About Me
- Raymond
- Nothing Special, just a normal human being. Like sports, especially soccer. My favourite club is Manchester United, known as THE RED DEVIL. Pls do add me up in Friendster and Facebook. Now, studying in Segi College, taking Business Administration.. I would try my best to score good marks in all my subjects. I like sports, Listening to music and playing games as well.. For games, I do not like online games, simply because it is time consuming. I like 'one off' games.. such as Warcraft, FiFa and Counter Strike. Please do not think that I am a 'nerd gamer', I only play games when I am free, stress and unhappy. My favourite colour is RED Colour. Because it is charming and bright. And it represents fire, passion and desperation. When there is passion and you are desperate enough to do something, the road to success would be much more easier. I am kinda moderate person.. and I like to strike big in doing everything.. I like the quote from Bill Gates 'If u can't do it well, at least makes it look well'. Some people may think I'm a very cool person. Actually, in the situation when I do not talk much, that's indicating I'm thinking something or I'm very unhappy. THAT's Me
My Family
My family
Let start off with my father. Once my father was a engineer. He has retired back in few years back. Now, he can do whatever he wants to 'kill time'...
Well, my mother is a nurse, working in private clinic. I do not know whether is good to have a nurse mother, because she always say 'this food no good, this food no good for health'. Sometime kinda annoying hearing this.
My brother has settled himself in Brunei, sometime during festive seasons or business purpose, he will come back to Malaysia to visit us. He is a very sucessfull businessman, has his own company, and manage it very well. He often tell me that 'nothing comes easily, u need to work hard for it'.
And my Sister is a banker. She establishes well in CIMB. She is a first class honour degree and a master degree holder. She often challenge me to get the first class honour degree.
Sometime, I feel pressured, because my brother and my sister are too good. I afraid I am unable to match them.!! HAIZ
Well, my mother is a nurse, working in private clinic. I do not know whether is good to have a nurse mother, because she always say 'this food no good, this food no good for health'. Sometime kinda annoying hearing this.
My brother has settled himself in Brunei, sometime during festive seasons or business purpose, he will come back to Malaysia to visit us. He is a very sucessfull businessman, has his own company, and manage it very well. He often tell me that 'nothing comes easily, u need to work hard for it'.
And my Sister is a banker. She establishes well in CIMB. She is a first class honour degree and a master degree holder. She often challenge me to get the first class honour degree.
Sometime, I feel pressured, because my brother and my sister are too good. I afraid I am unable to match them.!! HAIZ
National Service 2007
National Service Experience
This is one of the photos taken from my National Service training time. It was back in January 2007, I was sent to Sepang for training.
I still remember the first day I reach there, it was like 'oh my god, I have to stay here for 3 months'. There were no air-con, no water heater, the bed makes me so uncomfordtable.. I cant even sleep well in the first week at there.
Everyday need to wake up at 5am... if you late, you'll get punished... but day after day, I begin to adapt the daily routine at there. And I feel very happy at there despite need to wake so early. This is because I met many friends at there.
Besides that, I learnt quite a lot of thing at there, such as marching, some military knowledge and more.. something I never learn from outside. Until the last day, I feel sad, because all my friends will go back to their respective home and I do not know when we will able to meet again. I saw many of them was crying, and hugging on each other. My tear was nearly drop off from my eye, I hugged my friends and say good bye to them....
It was a great experience... I glad to be chosen to train in the National Service...
I still remember the first day I reach there, it was like 'oh my god, I have to stay here for 3 months'. There were no air-con, no water heater, the bed makes me so uncomfordtable.. I cant even sleep well in the first week at there.
Everyday need to wake up at 5am... if you late, you'll get punished... but day after day, I begin to adapt the daily routine at there. And I feel very happy at there despite need to wake so early. This is because I met many friends at there.
Besides that, I learnt quite a lot of thing at there, such as marching, some military knowledge and more.. something I never learn from outside. Until the last day, I feel sad, because all my friends will go back to their respective home and I do not know when we will able to meet again. I saw many of them was crying, and hugging on each other. My tear was nearly drop off from my eye, I hugged my friends and say good bye to them....
It was a great experience... I glad to be chosen to train in the National Service...
My Coursemates
My College Friends
There are my College Friends. They helped me a lot in my studies. All of them are very nice, especially when the exam is around the corner, they will always find some useful notes from the library, and share with me. I really appreciate for that. I would happy enough to help them when they are in trouble.
Ironically, those girls always thought I cheat them when I talk about good things. Perhaps I'm not that kind of person who used to talk good things about them.
Among them there are 2 or 3 person that I like to tease. Such as, 'Panda eye', 'Battery Low' and more.. haha.. Sounds bad... We always go hang out together after class, such as go for a movie, Sing K or go for a drink. I feel very happy go out with them, feel less pressure when hang out with them.
So, nothing much to say, just want to thank them for being such a lovely friend of mine. Note: This statement is really, completely and seriously came out from my heart, no cheating or what so ever.
Ironically, those girls always thought I cheat them when I talk about good things. Perhaps I'm not that kind of person who used to talk good things about them.
Among them there are 2 or 3 person that I like to tease. Such as, 'Panda eye', 'Battery Low' and more.. haha.. Sounds bad... We always go hang out together after class, such as go for a movie, Sing K or go for a drink. I feel very happy go out with them, feel less pressure when hang out with them.
So, nothing much to say, just want to thank them for being such a lovely friend of mine. Note: This statement is really, completely and seriously came out from my heart, no cheating or what so ever.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Long Study Break...
It's been one week plus since the last class..
About 1 week later, I'll be going for exam...
Until now, I still havent started to do any revisions... everyday, I spend the most time playing games, watching movies.... and of course 'Thinking of Someone'....
And I'm going to do it start from 2morrow... Study one topic each day, about 5 or 6 days will be finished... Luckily this time I only havet osit for 2 subjects, so quite relax....
Ironically, sometime, relax is not a good thing, you may let the laziness to take over you if you are too relax.. HAIZ..
Anyway, I'll go according to my study plan... I hope I can do well in my coming exam...
About 1 week later, I'll be going for exam...
Until now, I still havent started to do any revisions... everyday, I spend the most time playing games, watching movies.... and of course 'Thinking of Someone'....
And I'm going to do it start from 2morrow... Study one topic each day, about 5 or 6 days will be finished... Luckily this time I only havet osit for 2 subjects, so quite relax....
Ironically, sometime, relax is not a good thing, you may let the laziness to take over you if you are too relax.. HAIZ..
Anyway, I'll go according to my study plan... I hope I can do well in my coming exam...
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